About Me
hey yo i'm 18 now I am so happy now I can live my life whateverr!!!!!!!! As a senior just like what, 16 days left to graduate? I'm too excited to leave this monotonous life of school, home, sleep, school, home, sleep. To the point where I mix up the days because everything felt so similar! I really hate repetition in my life, it gets banal and very boring. Why can't I just get a balanced mix between change and constance? I feel like i'm wasting my life here, rotting in school premises when I can be out there and gain more experience than I could've in a day at school. When I think of school, I'd remember looking out the window with indignation, wanting to have a structured purpose in life like a cloud. When I first saw HIS, I remember gaping. Mom probably said something along the lines of, "close ur mouth u look stupid." This school may be small, but for me it felt free-er than my old school. In my old school, we fit 2000 students in a building that's closed off, with lots of fences and restricted areas. It was a ghastly contrast between the luscious green field and the endless blue skies and the grey tiles and metal barriers. I wish I could be something like a main character of a book, who is almost always "peculiar as a child." But sadly, I think I could pass off as a very average kid that was just like an extra person on set. But of course, every person is a main character of their own stories. If you know me, you'd think i'm scary, maybe its my resting face. My mother has the same problem with our mouths being pulled down when relaxed. If you knew me well, you'd think i'm pretty hyper, confident. And if you were me, you have no idea who you are anymore. I think the reason why I don't know who the hell I am is because I started to develop this other social face I have to do well in school, as I was a sad, lonely, bullied kid when I was young. This other me was someone bright, positive, fun, and popular. When I feel like the "real" me, is just a background person. Someone who likes to stay at home, spend time with myself. As I grew older, transitioned from middle school to high school, I reluctantly showed my real self. Not because I wanted to, but because I lived in the dorm, where people thought I did a huge 180. Which got my dorm parent then, Mr.Salter, to talk to me thinking I had some sort of mental issue. It was ludicrous. So of course, I was so confused. Until then, I wasn't even aware I was so different when my social skills are temporarily turned off, when I was recharging. The teachers made a commotion, mailing my mother and all. It was very annoying. |
Favourite foods:• My old maid's cooking
• Spicy foods • I like pumpkin soup • Starbucks but I don't have much $$$ |
Places I want to go to:• Greece (I'm a fan of their religion/myths)
• Rio, Brazil. Parties, pretty people, a great nightlife. Jesus statue. • India, beautiful culture. I want to participate in the Holi Festival. • Egypt (And again, I love their religion/myths) • Bolivia, starring; the world's largest mirror. |
What ticks me off:• Slow walkers
• Slow eaters • Wasting time • Being in a large group of people who walks slow and doesn't have a plan to go in mind. |
What I would sing in Karaoke:• Ave Maria
• The Reason - Hoobastank • BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY OF COURSE • キセキ- Greeeen • Are You Gonna Be My Girl - JET |